My Daughter Never Tires Of
My daughter never tires of
Whatever happened long ago
As she asks me about the stuff
Supposedly that I may know;
But, due to my forgetfulness
Of whatever’s occurred to me,
What I remember is much less
Than ought to be in memory.
So when she asks me all I do,
Is, wondering if it occurred,
I think about what happened to
Me as I look up ceiling-ward,
Although I am not sure about
The incidents that after all,
Are not so clear if they fell out
The way I’m able to recall;
For they seem to be, as it were,
A matter, more likely, of what
I might imagine should occur—
Whether it did so or did not—
Whilst I am really never sure
Of how to tell about the stuff
That is of great import to her
And which she never tires of;
But what bothers me most of all
Is when she asks me of her past
Of which, when I cannot recall,
Since my impression didn’t last,
It’s like I let her down because
I’m what she’s to depend upon;
My memories become her loss—
Our past together then is gone;
And yet she doesn’t cease to ask
Me questions anyway instead,
While she assigns to me the task
That’s reaffirming our thread;
So, circumstance cannot unbind,
Though memory is subject to,
What she reminds me we can find
We have in common to renew.
On An Uncertain Memory
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